For the past 2 years I have been trying to let go and let God work His plan, so often I want to jump in and do something as I get impatient waiting for the plan to unfold, sometimes it isn't what I want but I know it is what God wants for me. For the past 11 years a man has been in and out of my life, he has autism traits and we have never been able to communicate and I have continually tried to get away from him. He is unable to express why he wants me in his life, it's not for sex or companionship, as we don't have either. So why? Tired of feeling hurt by his inability to share a life with me. The disconnect hurts and am tired of my heart always being hopeful.
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