I feel like I’m drowning. My best friend has cancer and doesn’t want to talk about it or accept my support. Monday I ended up in the hospital with my colon twisted and a portion flipped over. Since the doctor got the pain controlled, the surgeon gave me the option to stay for observation or have the surgery to remove part of my intestines (it’s on both the left and right side.) I chose the first, since that choice was available. I haven’t been able to eat soft foods since without pain and been moved back to a liquid diet each time we try soft foods. So many have checked in on me, but not my family. My heart is breaking. That they don’t care to reach out. It’s been 4 days and I am so broken and worthless. I’m stressed out by all I have to take care of and can’t (my friend, my volunteer work, my pets, etc.) I feel I’m drowning. I keep praying, and I know God hears me and everything is in His time.
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